Why I Am Doing This

Why have I given up everything for God and His Word? 

I'll tell you how it all started. I tell you the truth I do not lie. I am not perfect and I am capable of making mistakes like anyone else even those you called saints and prophets also made mistakes and errors. I sometimes misunderstand things but my message and synthesis gets stronger everyday. If you find an error in my synthesis then it is human error and misunderstanding. To be perfect and know everything surely would take away the joy of learning and maybe even free will? My hope and prayer is that my works be found perfect at the end. To show all that knowledge and wisdom comes from striving constantly and it is a difficult path. You must be willing to self reflect honestly and even this is a lesson from The Most High.

How this all started was in my youth. I had many dreams and visions and a love for God and the gospels. One of the earliest dreams I can remember was my cousin and I walking in a desert gorge. Suddenly the devil rose up against us and I got on my knees and prayed to God to cast Satan away. My cousin did not pray but when I prayed the devil screamed in torment and left me alone. My cousin ended up taking his own life years later. He was not taught Scripture and the Gospels like me. I can only speculate from there but I know that if it was not for God and Christ I would have suffered a similar fate. 

Many experiences and synchronicities have happened to me in my life. It seems God has always been there and guiding me patiently. Even though in my youth I did many sins which I repent of as I hate all sin. One testimony I can tell you is the time when I was severely depressed alone in my room. I had fallen into doom and gloom thinking which I picked up from my father. I prayed and asked God for help and my TV turned on by itself and a certain pastor was speaking a message that I needed to hear. It was about thinking positive and believing in yourself. He said if you're always negative you will keep attracting negative into your life. It was a real wake up call for me and what are the chances of something like that happening? Of course no one believed me. And if I mentioned the name of the pastor you would mock me even as he is hated. Yet he had the message I needed to hear that day. 

Now fast forward to 2020/2021. I was working a great job and even doing remarkable things. I was building outdoor dining patios and shelters for restaurants. I built and set up patios and structures all over Chicago. It was a big hit and many of you have even dined in the structures I've made or seen them on the news even. I was doing great despite the pandemic and overcoming it with sheer will power and ingenuity. The government was making it impossible for restaurants to operate but I made the impossible possible with logic. I started building greenhouses and large outdoor structures to create distance and space. I had Clark St as my own personal playground. I was doing great and even promoted. 

And then the mandates started..

I was suspicious of these inoculations from the very beginning. I remembered learning in school about how mass vaccination of a population without proper testing was immoral and goes against the scientific method. I also was very familiar with the mark of the beast in revelation. I remembered posting about all the 666 stuff in 2019 which is on my FB which I have been denied access to. One thing I posted about was Bill Gates vaccine patent which had 666 in it. I also started noticing all the 666 synchronicities involving Trump. His 66th floor and the 666 building his son in law purchased. This was pre-covid even. At that point it was a hobby and mere speculation until the vaccine rollout. Then I was extremely suspicious of the entire thing. And when the mandates started I was sick to my stomach over it and even heartbroken by all the conformity and the persecution. I could not even sit down inside a Starbucks. One of my favorite places for lunch wouldn't let me order food or come inside.

When the protests in Canada started I joined in and couldn't help myself. I participated online until  I was banned. The company I worked for started enforcing the mandates as well and even not letting people sit in my outdoor structures. They started requiring PCR testing. Also my son was about to be vaccinated and I cried out to my X not to do it. I tried to reason with her but she mocked me and would not listen. She had him vaccinated the next day just to spite me. 

So I declared war on everyone and the world. I resigned in protest from my job and I started protesting and fighting for the truth will all my heart and soul. I read everything I possibly could and educated myself on the matter. This is all documented on my X/Twitter account which I no longer even use. My account has become useless as they are masters of censorship and algorithmic echo chambers. Same with FB. Same with YouTube. I am not allowed to be acknowledged despite all my hardships and dedication to truth. I do not fit into "their" narratives. As I am an independent thinker who can't be bought and will not conform. I only follow the truth and Christ and God.

There is so much persecution and evil I have suffered because of my stance. Too much to tell here and now. But let us fast forward to 2025. I have suffered parental alienation due to my dedication to the truth and to God. My X has made me out to be a fool and crazy. This has been instilled into my only son's mind. She used narcissistic triangulation even to alienate and destroy our relationship to the point where he does not talk to me anymore. When this happened I suffered major heartbreak. I was alone and alienated from everyone and everything. I started this blog in my turmoil. It all started with understanding narcissistic abuse and triangulation. If you scroll down you will see that is my second and third post. It's a deep research paper on narcissistic triangulation and tactics and the effects of this type of abuse. It was a awakening for me and it unlocked everything. It made me understand the horrible abuse I had been suffering from everyone around me. I was surrounded by narcissistic people and cognitive dissonance and Conformists. 

I was also deeply studying the scriptures and philosophy. A month or so went by without any contact from my son and I fell into deep depression. Hopelessness because of all the ignorance surrounding me. I was dying and having serious heart pains and I cried out to God. I had cried out to others but they did not offer me any comfort and infact they made me feel much worse with their ignorance and cognitive dissonance. The only one who understood my pain was God. And that's when it happened. The spirit came and spoke to me. Jumped inside me even and spun me up into a whirlwind and I went on the attack. I rebuked everything and everyone. I will not go into details here or humiliate others anymore. But let's just say I scared everyone and put the fear of God into them. And then it happened.. I was afraid afterwards and cried out to God with all my heart and soul. I told Him I did everything you asked Father! Help me!

Then He came. Or perhaps He took me up to Him. The Father Himself spoke to me. His voice powerful like THUNDER. HE SAID "Michael, thank you for warning my children about sin. Do not be afraid to speak for Me. Our will is aligned." I also saw His throne which was like fire and gold. He also gave me a vision and prophecy. I was on the court warning everyone about sin and they were mocking me, and then a thunderbolt came down from Heaven and shocked us all. I was even terrified and fell to the ground in fear and awe. Even though I knew it was coming I was not prepared for this shock. 

After this confirmation from God Himself I became as bold as a lion. I was boastful for my God and even prideful to my own error. Even this was a lesson for me that even a prophet can succumb to pride and error if they're not careful. You still must ponder every step and are under free will. So I fell into self reflection and started purging all my prideful arrogance and errors. And this is what my God and Father loves about me. That I always strive for the truth no matter what. 

So this is my testimony and the truth of my perspective on reality. I am still alone. I have lost everyone even my own son. Which the most ironic and horrible thing about this is that I did this all for him. It was the love for my son that set me on this path. And now he doesn't even talk to me anymore. Now I am in court and being drained of all my finances. Yet the Lord is with me always and my enemies should not take this lightly. He will throw a thunderbolt at you even. And He will even punish me if I sin or make an error. Yet He is forgiving and has an unconditional love for His creation. He will show mercy to those who repent of their evil ways and ask for His guidance. He is a good God and righteous and true. He says " I am with You always and forever, Michael." And I feel Him touching me even now with His love and Holy Spirit. 

That is my truth.

Glory to The Most High, And to the Lamb, Forever and Ever, AMEN!