Don't You See Now?

Do you see? None of these people love each other. Love is shown with actions not words. I have sacrificed my whole life, my family, my job, my band and even my own son.

I do not tolerate narcissistic abuse and manipulations anymore! I used to feel sorry for these people and they were killing me, taking everything they could, and giving me nothing in return. I was too compassionate to these people when they had not repented. They just keep abusing and spinning up lies and false realities.

I hate false realities I cut them down. I spin into a whirlwind when I sense manipulation and abuse. I use the devils own tactics against him. I smell the fear which is weakness and I attack. I have no more mercy left for abusers and manipulators that do not repent. Repentance means stopping the abuse. Their words are poison and I used to let them hurt me, but now I can't be hurt. I spin into a whirlwind smashing away chaos. 

Now I am a the perfect storm. The one you all betrayed and abused and left for dead, and back again with the Christ, my Savior. Without his voice my whirlwind is chaos. But he soothes my spirit and keeps me humble. Thank you my Lord. The King of Kings! The Lamb of God.